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It is admittedly nights like these that I wonder what happened to my dreams. I used to have big ones. I used to dream of creating a community, a society, so grand and orderly. But orderly in a natural way. I drew up schematics for what would be normal. Created entire 'classes' to assign to peoples. Theorised on ways to make it so a class was more like a job than actual division. Then figured out how we could make it to where a job was more artistic/open/free, as opposed to some kind of slavery to a mighty dollar.
What happened to those dreams?
I don't really believe I've given up on them. Perhaps, it is that I wait for a moment when I can make them real.
Perhaps, instead of that, I will begin to post about these ideals.
Preferrably when I am of enough senses to write properly.
Maybe I will begin to share also the concepts of the more mechanical portions of it. Although, when I did that in the past, often people would stomp me for it. And I imagine everyone wanting to be 'right' will continue to oppose.
What happened to those dreams?
I don't really believe I've given up on them. Perhaps, it is that I wait for a moment when I can make them real.
Perhaps, instead of that, I will begin to post about these ideals.
Preferrably when I am of enough senses to write properly.
Maybe I will begin to share also the concepts of the more mechanical portions of it. Although, when I did that in the past, often people would stomp me for it. And I imagine everyone wanting to be 'right' will continue to oppose.
